Somnia Memorias
What bothers you is you feel okay in spite of you should not.
Then you’re totally not okay.
And then there’s that moment where you’re just so fed up, ended up acting selfish, pack your belongings and leave.
Be it temporary, lifelong, you just don’t want to decide.
Whether everything will be just the same when you return, or completely different, that’s not the problem.
The important thing is to leave.
Not the comeback part.
“Shoot to the moon and hit the stars” is totally lame.
Don’t make goals you can’t reach.
Don’t learn if you’re not totally interested.
Don’t love if you’re not willing to love that person when he/she can’t walk anymore.
Don’t act rich if you have no time to do things you enjoy the most.
Make up your decision, live up to it, no excuses.
Don’t cap yourself. Your life doesn’t have a ‘cap’. It’s a stupid excuse.
And no, you don’t have any breaking point.
I live by the “all or none” and “fight or flight” standard.
I hate grey zone.
Even Yoda approved, do or do not, there is no try.
My currency is not money, it’s time.
Ngga mau tidur.
Takut mimpi dia.
Kalo tidur, harus bangun.
Kalo bangun, dia pasti muncul sebelum gw buka mata.
Ngga mau besok.
Ngapain ngalamin hari dengan success rate 100% sakit hati?
Being in-training for a relatively new field of work, the lecturers always ask us “what do you want to do after graduation?” Some of us said that they’ll work at the airlines or going back to their old institution.
Well, the lecturers told us not only to hone our skill on medicine, but also our business intuition. In fact, our Head Program directly said that we have to become enterpreneurs LOL
As medical professionals, it’s hard for us to purely work as business people. But yes, there are some business area that can be done without being unethical. Moreover, our field is still new, and we are the ones who are qualified to create a “work field” about our background, so it’s completely possible to create new business.
Of course, medical professional’s business is not strictly related about medical. I have many friends succeeded at opening a cafe, selling cakes, baby clothes, etc. Some of them also went to trading business. Well, I have zero knowledge about it, but my friends said that it’s fun trying new things aside from medical job routine.
Business and trading information are scattered all around internet, so I can find a good resource about business. I stumbled upon tim trading challenge from tim sykes, and it’s good for inexperienced people.. like me. Haha XD
The exam week has ended, and thankfully I’m doing quite well hahaha…
New quarter has come, more all-new lessons and all of them interesting. So I should keep my spirits high even though I’m kinda tired with the assigments :(
I hope this quarter won’t be that difficult, because when I saw the curriculum, the hardest part will be the second year, I think I should prepare myself before entering the third semester. It’s full of clinical and diagnostics thing, and of course it’s really applicable, but it will require Monday to Friday full time in a week instead of Monday to Wednesday like this semester.
Anyway, me and the whole class are preparing for the cardiovascular block, especially for the electrocardiogram part. Sure, I know the emergency ones, but since my field is preventive medicine, I need to know every kind of suspicious pathological sign in a healthy person, so I really need to study it well.
We were thinking about doing group study, but without a tutor maybe it’s quite hard. I think we will need to study by ourselves first, and then discuss everything we don’t understand.
I miss the days of high school when we can hire tutors for our study hahaha…. Moreover, nowadays we can find tutors online, click here for example. Back then, finding a good tutor depends on our own networking :)
I think I should create new schedule for this quarter and also for the new upcoming semester.
